My mother says in this world there are 2 types of women.You have your Maryanne’s and your Victoria’s. Maryanne is the type of girl who has a closet full of Gap clothing and wears turtlenecks to bars. Maryanne’s have had a great upbringing and in most cases are the sheltered type. Maryanne’s went to college and made good grades.
The Victoria’s of the world have an edge to them. There upbringing was probably less than stellar. They have a past. They may have more than 2 drinks at the bar. They may have done things in their past that society would consider "promiscuous". Victoria’s didn’t exactly follow the rules in life to fit a cookie cutter existence.
I seriously had to change who I was and really tone my personality down to be a part of the relationship. Not to mention I had to tone down my sex drive. Dean had a very low sex drive. So many nights I went to bed and he didn’t even touch me I would try to initiate sex with him and 9 times out of 10 I was turned down. Dean was a logical guy and I was and am a emotional and passionate person.
This went on for a couple of years and something in me snapped. I could not live a lie anymore. I could not keep pretending to be this person I was not just to be able to marry a doctor. I remember when people found out I broke up with Dean they had looks of shock and disappointment on their faces. People would even come right out and say "Why on earth would you dump him he is a doctor???!!!!"
When I pictured my future with a doctor. I saw lots of lonely nights ahead of me. I saw a sexless marriage. I saw having to hide who I really am to fit this perfect picture of what a doctors wife should be. Dean was a good man and honestly he treated me well but at the end of the day I knew he just wasn’t the one for me and I wasn’t the one for him. He needs to find himself a nice Maryanne
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Natasha,
ReplyDeleteI love your mom's analogy. Why is it that women in society are either a Maryanne or a Victoria?
Society places only one of two labels on women. It takes us to a dead end and forces us to BE one or the other. Virgin or Whore.
Feminists talk about his problem for women. It's a problem that transcends culture, country, race, and history.
I like to think of women like the color chartreuse. Is it green or is it yellow? Is it both? Maybe it's somewhere in the middle on the continuum between green and yellow.
So each woman stands in a certain place on that continuum.
BUT!
Women could also be seen as more than two dimensional! Maybe our identities are just more complicated than Maryanne/Victoria tug of war.
Great Blog, Natalia! (Wink Wink)
Thanks for your input Maggie! I agree every woman and person is unqiue and should not be placed in a certain category. It was a joke my mom made its one extreme to another but there is a big gray area with alot of different types of people not mentioned above. I appreciate you reading!! Hope you and the family is doing great :-)
ReplyDelete*unique.....I really need spell check put on here...lol
ReplyDeleteThey would have been a long two years for you.
ReplyDeleteRoss from Australia